apparently I'm too retarded to successfully wield Rich Text and lj cuts at the same time.  apologies for molestation of your flists.


Title: new world order (third in the easyverse)
Author: Mel (thatotherperv )
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jensen/OMCs, most definitely NC-17
Length: almost 7,600 words
Summary: Jensen has a silver spoon and big hairy issues. Jeff is a lamb-in-wolf's-clothing.
Disclaimer: This in no way resembles the life of the real people concerned. Totally and entirely a fabrication, and thank god for that. I wish them the best of health, mental and otherwise.
Warnings: while all the sex in this fic is between consenting adults, Jensen is damaged and self-destructive, and I'd advise anyone with a strong rape/non-con squick that this might trigger it.

Note: thanks to madame_meretrix  for all the hard work she puts into this beta. I'm so grateful you care enough to push me to be a better writer, and this fic is so much better for it.

new fic! *FLAIL* um, I'm hella nervous about this. Nobody throw rocks at me, k?

( blah blah, where I was coming from on this one )

also, I feel moved to say that while parts of this are based on my own personal history, all the scary-self-destructive bits are really really not. so don't try to get me committed, mmkay? mmkay.


Title: Easy
Author: Mel (thatotherperv)
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jensen/OMCs, most definitely NC-17
Length: almost 4,000 words
Summary: AU. Jensen has a silver spoon and big hairy issues. Jeff is a lamb-in-wolf's-clothing.
Disclaimer: This in no way resembles the life of the real people concerned. Totally and entirely a fabrication, and thank god for that. I wish them the best of health, mental and otherwise.

**Warnings: while all the sex in this fic is between consenting adults, Jensen is damaged and self-destructive, and I'd advise anyone with a strong rape/non-con squick that this might trigger it.**

Note: thanks to madame_meretrix for all the time she put into this beta, for the multiple drafts she sat through, and for beating me over the head with my own leg when I was being stubborn. :) *smish*



( There's no one here worth fucking tonight but there's this pounding in your skull that just won't stop, and you're so painfully bored. When you drop to your knees, it's his lucky day. When he grabs your head and fucks your mouth--this pawn, this second-class citizen of high society--everyone around you starts to cheer. You can barely hear them for the buzzing of calm in your own head. You choke, and the desperation to breathe is its own high. You hold on until he's done, black spots and wet eyes and lungs that burn when you draw in that first gasp. Then you sit up, and take another. There are plenty of volunteers. )