*sobs* because I'm in withdrawal

dear god, can someone please tell me where to get the extended pilot of Suits, that aired elsewhere? I've finally managed to get my hands on s1 commentary but there are sekrit scenes that are hiding from me that I've only seen gifs and screenshots and recountings of and it's MAKING ME CRAZY, OKAY, I NEED IT FOR REASONS.


ETA: ....okay, I literally just put "suits extended pilot" into Pirate Bay and it was just that easy, wtf has been wrong with me all these months? crisis averted. but I'm going leave this here as public acknowledgment that this show is making me kookoo. I need an intervention.